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I really am having a difficult time thinking of a title for this post, so for the mean time I will leave it blank. Tonight I had to do something very grown up. I know I'm a grown up, but tonight I really felt like an adult. One of my friends/sorors passed away this past Sunday from cancer. She was my age. I am still in shock and can't believe that she is gone. It seems like only yesterday we were in the parking lot of St. Matthew's Church after a chapter meeting discussing our big upcoming birthdays.

As I was driving to the church tonight for her Ivy Beyond the Wall Ceremony, I was thinking that this is the first time I've attended a funeral in a long time without my mom. I will miss my friend and on my way to the church tonight all of the good times we shared came back to me. She was the one I could call to make sure I didn't miss anything. We had some fun and random moments during our time together in BIO. Truly a life gone too soon.

La Joy,
I know you are now smiling down on us from heaven, finally reunited with your earthly father and heavenly Father. If you see my daddy please tell him I said hello. I will miss you much.
                                                                                                                 Love Always,
                                                                                                                  Jean Bean